someone has been in my room......its tidied up....and my mum isnt here.

im so drained. 

i hope i fall asleep out of exhaustion. and stop having nightmares from the recurring events of thursday. Everyday i try to forget about it, everyday i get a msg from u having some sort of go at it. Just keeps reminding me of what u did to me that day. 

I just couldnt do it anymore. The panic attacks the passing out, the insults on top of everything else i had to cope with. Not only that I lost all respect for u tonight with what you said to me. I really prayed that you would die a horrible death tonight for putting me through that crap. 

i need sleep now.