Today has got to be the worst day of my life. 

My dad is in hospital. 

And this time, Im panicking. 

SMILINGGGGGGGGGG

I love this Jesus man.

Hello Susie Shacter.

I just have to remember the crappy one msg that you sent me to make me not cry.

do it do it do it do it.

Ugh Easter Break come on already!!!

My parents are good parents.

I take back everything bad I have ever said about them.

someone has been in my room......its tidied up....and my mum isnt here.

im so drained. 

i hope i fall asleep out of exhaustion. and stop having nightmares from the recurring events of thursday. Everyday i try to forget about it, everyday i get a msg from u having some sort of go at it. Just keeps reminding me of what u did to me that day. 

I just couldnt do it anymore. The panic attacks the passing out, the insults on top of everything else i had to cope with. Not only that I lost all respect for u tonight with what you said to me. I really prayed that you would die a horrible death tonight for putting me through that crap. 

i need sleep now.