The Magic Orange Hat

Ever since I saw it on Tv, Ive just become infatuated with the damn thing. Sure its targetted towards 3 year olds. But whatever.....I love it....anyways....I got yelled at today about it and I cried. 

And Tata crossed my mind. When I was younger, but mum and dad were not very well of at all. He used to sneak out and buy me these toys that I used to see on tv, made me feel like I was the apple of his eye. 

Why is it so hard to buy me a toy.

If He were still here, he would play with me, and we would laugh at how silly we were being. 

I miss him so much. 

It really hurts.