Anyways, I blame the lack of tea in my brain for my crabbiness and sudden plummet of happiness. Seriously for the last 2 days, I have felt so down like arghhh and anything, I mean ANYTHING would be a tear jerker for me. And every disagreement I have with anyone would seem so dramatic in my head. I stressed more, I became more restless, I had fights with people in my head....bleahhh.
This morning, I was lying in bed staring into my sisters mirror thinking about how crappy "my life" was and why I could not feel better. And why did it hit me all of a sudden! Why out of nowhere, I suddenly went bang and crashed. To top it all off, my bf and I had a little DnM. Ooooo of course my head just went beserk! Omg, I got out of bed and looked around at my house and there were 5 maybe 6 things that was out of place, and it was like "omg my house is a mess! Clean it clean it clean it!" What a psycho.
So i finally did my big shop today and came home. Flicked my kettle on and started unpacking all the nom nom that I have bought to stock my fridge. Finished unpacking, noticed that the kettle had flicked itself off, that means water is boiled. Grabbed my favourite Avis mug(its huge), infused my tea bag, then finally added the milk. Sat down, flicked open my mac, had a sip, instant orgasm in my mouth. Happy hormones filled my body as I took sip after sip.
*sigh*
so this is a hard lesson for me, I now know that I am an addict and without my fix, my world comes crashing down on me.
Tea.
With milk.
Always always always have milk in ur house Yvette.