I can procrastinate through packing as well.

Yeah ok so Im trying to pack, but go figure, I left all my washing till the last minute....so i figured that there was no point in me packing until all my washing was done . That way, I can look at ALL of my options....to pick the modest clothing from my errm not so modest clothing??

Get this phone call at quarter past 8 from this woman......blasts me....then adds at the end..."good luck packing and have fun at your holiday!"

Why thank you for that.

Much more writing needs to happen.

xx

Semester one over and out!

Finished my exams yesterday and today I modelled for my sisters exam today. Felt like I was on Project runway, what with all the people running around and the hair and the make up and the drama! THE DRAAAAMMMMAAAA!

Anyways, they picked and picked and picked on Mei's clothing.....whatever.....I thought they were beautiful. :)

9 days till my holiday. So friggin excited!

Ok, Im off to write!

xx

The Sad Chapters.

It was one of the hardest weekends that I have had in a while that really tested the substance of my being. Top that off with a dagger in my heart. I cried for 2 days. Maybe more if you counted the outbursts in the bathroom, the strippers room and even in his bed when he left the room.

I finally had to come to the realisation that I need to start taking my own advice that I dish out to all the people that feel the need to ask me for advice. People come and go. Friendships end. People break each others hearts. And that you cannot save everybody.

I told a person and he snapped back at me saying that it was my fault. And I chose to accept what he said over the other 5 people that told me that it wasn't. Why is this. At the time, I let it go, and now I think back to it.....Im angry.

Its the one criticism that you choose to remember in spite of the many other praises that you are given. This is true and it was most definately true in this instance.

Its never a failure and always a lesson.

Everyone has the ability to hurt, but only the ones that matter, shatter.

I was shattered.

Its going to be over soon!

"There's a drumming voice inside my head that starts when your around

Swear that you can hear it, it makes such an almighty sound

Louder than sirens, louder than bells

Sweeter than heaven and hotter than hell.

As I move my feet towards your body

I can hear this beat

Fills my head up

It gets louder and louder"

Its almost over. 8 months of my life. Just finish it. Im a wreck. Sweet relief will set in. It will all be ok.

Stay alive and kicking people.